I want to be fully open here and tell everyone something really personal, something that always only belonged to me...🙄 first sex... It was a mix of emotions—exciting, amazing, but, honestly, a little embarrassing... I really couldn't do anything with the sense of shame. As we started, I felt my cheeks flush with embarrassment. Every touch, every kiss seemed to amplify my sense of shame. I kept thinking, "What if I'm not good enough? What if I make a mistake?" But then I began to focus on the senses, the intimacy, and the closeness we were sharing. The shame started to go away, replaced by a deep sense of pleasure and connection. By the end, I was filled with a strange mix of emotions. There was still a sense of embarrassment, but at the same time the joy and satisfaction . It was a transformative experience, one that helped to understand a lot about myself and my desires. 🙄😋🙄😋