i forgot to post yesterday. i took some simple shots but fel..
Added 2021-11-10 15:27:48 +0000 UTCi forgot to post yesterday. i took some simple shots but fell asleep before even thinking of a caption. if you haven't heard, ive been going through a move. a little about me, I don't do moving very well at all. i lived in the same house for 14 yrs, I moved out at 17, and for the past 6 yrs I've lived in 5 different places. this move wasn't supposed to be hard, I've had easy ones, and I've gotten months of PTSD from others. but this time I did everything on time, I pulled enough hours to get the funds in place & get a little time off, I even had a family member pop up out of the blue at the last very minute and send me an extra $500 (something that never happens in my family, esp to me) to help with the move. not to sound like a white mom but I had all my blessings lined up in order. last minute my body started to give in to the burnout, or something like that. nothing I haven't experienced before and absolutely something I saw coming and did everything to try to prevent. as much as I know I want to embrace change, my body doesn't like to move. navigating the rest of the move would have been easy peasy, if I was physically capable of keeping up. not to mention losing my glasses in a uhaul and a traffic incident on the last night of the move, that I had to pay out of pocket right away for. unfortunately, healing isnt linear. i feel sicker again. i slipped out of my regular high energy self care + work routine, and into a slump. it's been well over a week into unapcking and I struggle daily to get out of bed. i finally did a stretch today. this is a very long winded way of saying I haven't been feeling very Velma lately, and as heartbreaking as it is to see, I'm sure I'll bounce back hard.
