It took me more effort than expected to find the right but especially decent and yet honest words for the life update .. since I know I donโt want to make it like gossip and nevertheless be honest and give my heart a place where I feel like I can express my feelings.. so here a bit reality - me without makeup, a fancy outfit or a filter (even you all know I donโt use editing a lot) on my couch rewrite the life update for the fifth time ๐คฃ
If you want to get the last two shibari videos (9 & 3 minutes) tip here $15 and I send it to you โค๏ธ
And if you are interested in an other one, just drop me an message and the link to the post โ๏ธ๐
Tied and tโขrtured by the amazing tam www.instagram.com/tamanduakinbaku
My first "self" designed Bikini... ๐๐๐ฅบ (or rather with Mareike together designed)
what do you think of it? Do you like it? The design? Or to โheavyโ/risky? Please give me as much feedback as possible ๐๐
For me, this is really a small dream come true, because I've been looking for a perfect bikini for me for so long... and then Mareike just offered me to design one and then sew itโฆ and because it came out so well it will even be offered in her store on Sunday... and with you I can share the secret, it will be called Dea (which translated means goddess)
And I think you all know where the name comes from, from my dearest and wonderful cat daughter bona dea (good goddess)
Do you also think itโs the perfect Name?
And some normal after shower selfies - body updates ๐๐๐
I really need to train more ๐
So who wants to see a workout routine and motivate me?
Always when Iโm on a place with a nice shower I want to film a little shower video.. so here, for all of you.. any ideas for the next time Iโm at my bfโs place, what I can film here ๐๐๐ฅบ?
Photos, makeup and edit by my best friend โค๏ธ www.instagram.com/internetxdoll
Do you like it?
Bro the roses ๐น are from her garden.. which is just so beautiful in my opinion ๐
Good evening my dears, these are a few screenshots of a video (just under 5 minutes) which I sent to all my loyal resubscribers ๐๐ and anyone who also wants to have it can just tip here at this post more than $ 8 and get it... and of course to all who got it are always welcome to also show in the form of tip how much they liked it ๐๐๐ฅฐ (since i had quite a bit expenses for the whole trip and content here) ๐คซ
Ropework and filmed by Tam www.instagram.com/tamanduakinbaku
The more I enjoy Berlin the more I miss my king.. and to be honest even more because Berlin always reminds me of the things that made me want to create more awareness about bdsm....
because not only that with tam and the rigger bottom relationship we have is something very special... to really have a loving Dom who is also a life partner is something even more special and unfortunately too rare in the scene. Because it is a way bigger challenge to take especially mental and psychological responsibility to really dominate someone on a healthy way, than most imagine... so it's probably time again to write exactly about that. Because I know, to get to the right people in the scenes is often very difficult and also needs a lot of consistency from a bottom/sub but also from the Dom.
And I personally never met a more responsible Dom than my king, Dennis โค๏ธ
(So if you have questions on that, feel free to comment)
And here again some flight selfies.. because it would be too sad to not share them with you ๐๐
But a little question..
do I upload to much selfies lately?
Good evening my dears
Well how should I start...
I don't think anyone can feel how happy I am right now... because to be in Berlin again, close to my best friend but also to tam is the most beautiful and biggest thing ever for me.
I think I don't have to mention how much I love Dennis, how happy I am with him and how much I miss him and being here makes even the love for him bigger.
Because to realize that he really grants me all the happiness in the world and also accepts my love for shibari and also my feelings for tam is probably the greatest gift in the world.
Because Tam is and remains for me a very special person in my life and also belongs somehow to my side.
Because he has triggered this special feeling of being nervous (in a good way) in me like no one before... I have always admired him and his work on the internet and then at some point saw that he has a small performance in Switzerland at a fetish party (its now almost 4 ยฅe@rs ago I think) And just for him I took all my courage together, went to this party, although it is nothing for me generally and took my courage to talk to him.
But he was so different than I thought, reserved, elegant and somehow almost like from another world... just like his way of tying and dealing with the bottom... the harder it was for me to talk to him at the end of his performance and confess what a big a fan I am of him... but I did it and it was probably one of the best decisions in my life. Because immediately I had butterflies in my stomach, his voice and the way he looked me in the eyes touched my soul so much that I knew I just wanted to be in his ropes. And exactly that became reality a few months later and this feeling I had during our first conversation became even more intense. And since then I am proud of almost nothing more than that I became his bottom, be allowed to be in his ropes and just get to know more and more of this wonderful man. No matter how and what our relationship is. And that's what makes it even more beautiful... because I can tell you through this "undefined" thing between us, which is somehow nevertheless very well defined as a rigger/bottom relationship, every touch of him becomes an adventure and I realize how deep feelings I have to him, the situations with him but also somehow for me... because he is my source of inspiration and kind of place to refill my artist soul..
the nicer it was that he somehow lets you all see a little bit of these feelings and has made a really beautiful video... besides of course countless beautiful pictures which will follow ๐๐
So check your inbox for this fucking special video... and if you have any questions about the whole thing, feel free to comment here and I'll try to respond to everything ๐ฅฐ
And now a good night and nice dreams.... Because for me it is already late and I have tomorrow again a date with tam and would like to be of course very relaxed and recovered โค๏ธ
Tam
www.instagram.com/tamanduakinbaku
https://www.tamanduakinbaku.com/
Okay what should I tell.. my head is empty, my heart full and my vagina happy ๐ฝ and besides all the amazing photos..
We filmed a very special video for you all .. because look at this position.. it would be a pity to not use it โค๏ธ๐ฅฐ
I did not shaved for the last 2 weeks
So what should I do, shave or should I try a new hairstyle ๐ฅฐ
If you choose the hairstyle, let me know your favorite on the comments ๐๐
So I think I have the worst behind me with the vaccination ๐ but I have to say honestly, I never thought it would knock me off this badly ...
but I would be very interested in who of you get also vaccinate or has even done it and how your side effects was (to be honest even who does not and why)... but please neutral and not judgmental ๐๐
Good evening my dears...
today one of my biggest wishes of me came true ๐๐๐ you all know very well how much I love Dennis sperm and anyway in general body fluids... but Dennis sperm is for me the royal class of all fluids โค๏ธ and not only because he is my big love, but also because I really noticed through him again what healthy eating and general lifestyle does with sperm... he eats no meat, drinks every day between 2-4 liters, is not a smoker and makes regular sport and sleeps enough. His doctor even asked him once if he can take his ๐ฉธ values (with a few key data about his life) as a perfect example ๐คฃ
And all this makes not only his bl00d but also his sperm simply the best in the world. And even if he can't understand the love for it, he still gives it to me regularly... and until now I was allowed to use it for almost everything ๐ฅฐ it's my face cream (best anti-aging product in the world), as a body cream or even as an energy shot... and yet there was a dream I had for so long... I wanted to mix it with food and then eat for me the most delicious thing in the world... and that's exactly what he has fulfilled today ๐คฃ๐๐๐๐ฅฐ and even if I had to do of course something for it ๐ it is for me still just the coolest thing about the whole video of today and even forever the memory of a special day, because one of my biggest dreams came true....
of course you all get the video right away and hope i can make a few with it as big a joy as myself ๐คฃ (btw i also talk swiss german and english at the end while eating and smack with pleasure)
And now good night and sweet dreams
