Beyond Sex: Part five (29:54 mins)
Entering the moment when Sam and I were connected, Sam asked me if I wanted to let J in without a condom when I was very happy! I actually said yes! Sam also quickly stopped to communicate with me. We also believe that we can enter into this deepest relationship with them. We waited until J came out and Sam asked me to talk to him about it. I was too shy to look at him...🫣 Finally, I mustered up the courage to tell him! He actually...
Watch the video! Let’s see if we have succeeded in breaking the final bottom line~Entering condomless sex! 🫣
超越性爱:第五部分(29:54分钟)
进入到Sam与我连接的时刻,Sam在我很爽的时候问我要不要让J无套进入!我居然回答要!Sam也很快停下来与我沟通。我们也认为可以与他们进入这最深层的关系。我们等到J出来,Sam要我跟他谈这事。我害羞到不好意思看着他…🫣 最后还是鼓起勇气跟他说了!他居然…
你们看视频吧!看看最后我们有没有成功把最后的底线给打破~进入无套性爱!🫣
Happy New Year 2024!
2024新年快乐!
Selamat Tahun Baru 2024!
नया साल मुबारक हो 2024!
2024년 새해 복 많이 받으세요!
2024 年明けましておめでとうございます!
สวัสดีปีใหม่ 2024!
Sretna nova 2024. godina!
Bonne année 2024 !
Frohes neues Jahr 2024!
سنة جديدة سعيدة 2024!
မင်္ဂလာရှိသော နှစ်သစ် 2024။
С Новым 2024 годом!
Chúc mừng năm mới 2024!
Thank you to fans from around the world for your companionship and support in 2023! Wishing to continue enjoying a wonderful life together in 2024! 💋💋💋I love you all!
感谢世界各地的粉丝在2023年的陪伴与支持! 希望在2024年继续与你们一起享受美好的生活!💋💋💋我爱你们!
Beyond Sex: Part four (21:19 mins)
After our passionate moments in the room for over an hour, it was well past 1 AM... We were all tired and sleepy! 😪 After taking a shower, we all held our loved ones and chatted together. We laughed and talked, reluctant to go to sleep! The mischievous Sam even wanted to watch me with B! We felt a bit embarrassed, but soon got into the mood, and passionate kissing ensued! The funniest part was when I reviewed the video later, I discovered B holding J's hand, caressing me! As B and I passionately kissed, I also felt J starting to touch me below... It led to another climax for me. On the other side, Sam was ensuring B had a good time too!
After our encounter, Sam couldn't resist and passionately engaged with B again, but it didn't seem to last long. B mentioned that the friction below was a bit uncomfortable, and Sam immediately stopped! I know Sam, and sometimes when I feel discomfort below, I tell him, and he stops immediately, no matter how much he can't resist. He has told me he won't let a woman be uncomfortable—that's my man!
Unconsciously, I found myself in J's arms, half-dreaming, half-awake, knowing that J was continuously using his member to stimulate me. It felt incredibly comfortable! Later, I kept touching his member in J's embrace (this part is too long, so skipping some). This process probably lasted at least half to an hour. I felt something warm entering below... It must be Sam, the familiar member entering my body! I couldn't help but start moaning, and that's how we started again!
超越性爱:第四部分(21:19分钟)
我们在房间激情已经超过一小时多后,也是凌晨一点多了… 我们大家都又累又困了!😪 洗完澡后,我们大家都抱着对方的爱人一起聊天。我们还有说有笑,大家都舍不得睡着去!最坏蛋的Sam还要看我与B玩!我们都不好意思了!但很快我们也进入状态,我们开始热吻!最好笑的是当我看回视频才发现B拿着J的手抚摸我!我与B热吻的很投入时,也感觉到J开始抚摸我下面… 还搞到我高潮了一轮… 另一方面的Sam也一样让B享受一番!
搞完了我们,Sam又忍不住戴套再一次与B激情,但好像没多久。B说下面摩擦太久有一点不舒服,Sam马上停下来!我了解Sam,有时我感觉下面不舒服时,我告诉Sam,Sam都会马上停下来,就算他有多么忍不住。他跟我说过不会让女人不舒服,这就是我的男人!
不知不觉我也在J的怀抱里半梦半醒,只知道J一直用他的鸡鸡摩擦我下面。这感觉真的太舒服了!之后我也在J的怀中不断的抚摸他的鸡鸡(这部分太长了,所以剪掉一部分)这过程应该也至少有半到一小时。我感觉到我下面被热热的东西插了进去… 这一定是Sam,熟悉的鸡鸡进入我身体!我就忍不住开始叫起来了!就这样我们又开始搞起来了!
Beyond Sex: Part Three (26:42 mins)
In this third part, J and I moved to the sofa, and I straddled him to continue the passion. After a while, I felt really hot! Not only was it wet down there, but my whole body was soaked! The air conditioning is definitely malfunctioning... So, we took a temporary halftime break! We started chatting while watching Sam and B continue their passion! There was a significant contrast. J likes to take it slow, do a bit, and have a chat. Because we knew we had the whole night to savor slowly. We discussed many topics related to self-worth. I mentioned how to transform from an insecure woman to a confident and sexy one! I even talked about giving birth... 😅 We truly enjoyed this process, not just as a physical relationship!
超越性爱:第三部分(26:42分钟)
这第三部分,我与J就去到沙发然后我就骑在他上面继续激情。过了一段时间我真的好热呀!不只下面湿,全身都湿透了!这空调真的有问题… 就这样我们暂时中场休息!我们开始一边聊天一边看Sam与B继续激情!这出现很大的对比。J喜欢慢慢来,做一下,聊一下。因为我们知道还有一整晚可以慢慢享受。我们聊了很多关于自我价值感的话题。我提到如何从一位自卑的女人转变成自信性感的女人!我还聊到生孩子… 😅 我们真的很享受这样的过程,不是只是性行为吧了的关系!
💋粉丝见面会2024💋
我们的Onlyfans即将进入一周年啦!真的很庆幸有你们的陪伴与支持,让我们能把“性与爱”真真实实地呈现给大家!这里不只是看我们做爱,更多的是陪我们一起在这”另一个性爱的生活”从中学习与成长!
在这一年里,我们经验了激情、爱、嫉妒、无奈、甚至是羞辱!但对我们而言,这些都是一种体验。我们也在这过程中,激发了很多对夫妻/情侣找回激情与爱,这是我们最开心看见的!
💋粉丝见面会2024💋的想法是来自一位粉丝,再经过Sam和我的讨论后,我们想搞一场小聚会与粉丝们“互动”。细节流程这方面,我们更希望与有心一起筹办的粉丝们,开个群一起讨论。我们希望大家能给出意见,一起把这难忘的日子创造出来!
这线下的见面会是有费用的,费用是US$118,地点在吉隆坡,2024年2月份。如果你有愿意付费又付出,更重要的是会疼爱我的粉丝哦!欢迎你私聊我!
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I'm jealous! This time, I'm really jealous... Seeing B and Sam not just passionately making love, but their eye contact, those loving kisses... I'm jealous! Previously, I used to say Sam was jealous, even told him not to come out if he's jealous. Sam helplessly mentioned that being jealous is normal and not being jealous means he doesn't love me anymore! But I disagreed, knowing it was just for fun, why be jealous? I even got angry at Sam's jealousy 😤 But tonight, I'm jealous... I understand Sam's feelings now! Despite the jealousy, there's another feeling inside – happiness! Happy to see him enjoying! This happy feeling quickly overshadows the jealousy. Then, I continue to enjoy the connection with J!
Unfortunately, you can't see the eye contact between the four of us, but if you feel it with your heart, you can still sense the power of love and passion! It truly transcends the physical act of lovemaking!
Although, in the process, there was an issue with the air conditioning... causing all four of us to be passionately covered in sweat! 🤭
Beyond Sex: Part One (26:48 minutes) Over the past year, we've explored different aspects of intimacy, engaging with various partners. While Sam emphasizes the physical exchange and the pleasure it brings, I've expressed my desire for romantic and affectionate experiences. Sam cautions against crossing boundaries, fearing it might damage our connection. According to him, our adventures are meant to fuel passion between us.
Everything changed when we met J and B, a couple much younger than us, but a rare match where all four of us liked each other. J, handsome and tall; B, an elegant beauty. After two encounters, our connection deepened. Surprisingly, Sam, who was initially against it, suggested we each have an additional partner, treating them as if they were our boyfriends or girlfriends. This was the romantic experience I longed for, and I gladly embraced this new level of connection.
During our third meeting, we decided to enjoy a nice dinner together without planning any swapping activities. Sam expressed his intention to buy a gift 🎁 for B, and I happily joined him in finding the perfect present. Witnessing Sam's genuine affection for B brought me immense joy. You might wonder if I felt jealous, but honestly, I didn't. I was genuinely happy that Sam found someone he liked. It's probably what true love is—all about desiring each other's happiness. We settled on a necklace for B, and Sam suggested I buy a gift 🎁 for J, but I decided against it to spare J any awkwardness.
When we met that evening, it felt like the early stages of a romantic relationship. We quickly switched partners for dinner. J sat beside me, holding me, while B sat next to Sam, embracing him. It's hard to describe this dynamic! As we shared drinks, not only did love fill the air, but desire also surfaced. We decided to book a nearby hotel room! Throughout our conversations, we continually invited them to travel with us, but unfortunately, J's busy work schedule prevented him from agreeing. We always hoped to embark on a trip where we could formally exchange partners in an unfamiliar place. Separate rooms, separate adventures.
Choosing a hotel, we spent an unforgettable night together... For the details, watch our video! The highlight was Sam and B engaging in uninterrupted love for an hour. Witnessing their passionate intimacy was truly extraordinary!
"Beyond Sex:
An exchange transcending the physical,
Perhaps the most passionate interchange!
Feel the love that strays completely from within intimacy!
Stay tuned 😚"
超越性爱:
一场超越肉体的交换,
这可能才是最激情的交换!
从性爱中完全感受出轨的爱意!
敬请期待😚
"I really never thought about riding a ladyboy...
Honestly, I still prefer men ☺️.
I'm really looking forward to finding a good single guy to pamper me! ❤️"
我真的没想过骑在人妖上面…
老实说,我还是喜欢男人☺️
真的很期待有好单男来疼疼我!❤️
Sam: When I took off her skirt and saw a cock that was longer than me, I really don’t know how to describe the feeling... When I touched it, I felt a little embarrassed and curious! I quickly try my best to put down the bad feelings and serve the other person well. It was acceptable at first, but when Angel took the condom and asked me to put it on, my originally stubborn brother started to get cold feet. This reminds me of the situation in The Avengers when the Hulk was afraid to show up... Angel also wondered if I was weak because I was too nervous...
I took off the condom and Amy quickly gave me another blowjob. I was getting hard from her again. At this moment I pulled Angel and said I wanted her! Soon I became one with Angel! This is still the best feeling I have ever had. I began to understand more and more that I still like women. Although Amy is more beautiful, she is still different down there.
Then I entered Angel from behind and let Angel give her a blowjob. This feels pretty good! 🤭 After giving oral sex for a while, I asked Angel if it was hard, and Angel said it was OK. I immediately asked Amy if she wanted to fuck Angel. After all, Amy had never touched a woman, let alone fucked a woman! She agreed! Since this was the first time in my life that I helped someone put on a condom, I felt a little uncomfortable. This is how a woman helps a man put on a condom... Haha! When she put it on and knew how to go in, she softened... She quickly apologized to us, and we immediately said it was okay. She also said that maybe she was nervous because there were cameras filming!
Later, we lay down, she helped me, I helped her... and for the first time, I wasn't in a fighting state all the time! Not long after, I was hard again (I could continue fighting) and I immediately let Angel mount me. I felt that Angel was the best to fuck me! At the same time, I also helped her masturbate. Not long after, she got up and actually asked me to give her a blowjob... I had no choice but to do it... Don't ask me how I felt!
When Angel and I were having a great time, she suddenly asked me to fuck her. I thought I would give it a try! Just like that, my first time... was given to her! It felt really weird, my hands had to help her masturbate... Just do it like this... Then she sat on top of me, and I really didn't feel anything... My brother started to flinch again... Even Angel wanted to ride on top, but it couldn't be done. Already... I quickly turned my attention to Amy and asked her if she could cum. She said yes! Well, let’s help her cum! I have never seen what it feels like when a ladyboy ejaculates, and I want to see what a beautiful woman looks like when she ejaculates! 🤭
Sam: After enduring the rude behavior of that Middle Eastern man, we quickly lifted our spirits and enjoyed the beach 🏝️. While strolling on the beach, we spotted a beautiful woman ahead. Angel promptly asked if I was interested, and of course, I said yes! She claimed she wouldn't approach men but was willing to help me approach women. Ever since entering this sexually open lifestyle, we've been able to be completely honest with each other. Angel is the kind of woman who is willing to do anything to make me happy. She also enjoys seeing me bring joy to other women, making her feel proud of her man. I love witnessing her happiness and seeing my favorite woman joyful!
Initially, I thought she was joking about approaching the beautiful woman, but to my surprise, she actually walked over... I felt too embarrassed to join! 😅 I could only watch them from a distance without hearing their conversation. After about 10 minutes (which felt like an eternity), Angel signaled me to come over, and I knew it was a success. I quickly grabbed my camera to capture this precious moment, and you'll be able to appreciate what happens next!
As I approached, upon closer observation, I realized she seemed to be a transgender woman... My feelings became complex – why is such a beautiful woman a transgender? Still, I didn't want to miss the opportunity to interact with her. When Angel asked if I was okay with it, I confidently said yes! I knew Angel was aware she was transgender. Earlier, we had discussed playing with transgender individuals, and she asked if I could accept it. Initially, I couldn't, but upon further consideration, I decided to experience it. After all, I had already explored with gay experiences, so why not try with a beautiful transgender woman! I had no idea how it would turn out; I had never tried that kind of scenario before! 😳
What impressed me most about Angel was not only approaching but also convincing this exceptionally beautiful transgender woman to let us film her. I truly admire my beautiful and intelligent woman!
As they walked back together, I silently followed them with many thoughts in my mind – what would happen next? 🤔 When we entered the room, I quickly prepared the camera while Angel had her sit on the bed for a chat! It seemed Angel had a favorable impression of her, perhaps because of her beauty! Honestly, her facial features were even more beautiful than Angel's!
Despite being a stunning transgender woman, I felt nervous in the initial stages, so I couldn't go through with it right away... I chose to start with a round with my Angel!
In the next part of the video, we discussed her transition, her life, aiming to help people understand the inner world of transgender individuals and how their lives differ from ours. When we can understand each other without labels, it's another way to experience different lifestyles! Respect and appreciation create deeper connections beyond just physical contact.
Sex is the catalyst for female beauty
The pleasure and satisfaction from a good sex life can enhance blo.od circulation, accelerate breathing, raise body temperature, and contribute to improving the appearance of women's skin. It helps eliminate toxins from the body, making the skin of ladies who fully enjoy sexual pleasure more smooth and delicate, with shiny and elastic nails, thick and glossy hair, and a particularly graceful figure. Women lacking in sexual activity miss out on the effects of estrogen, resulting in a relatively dull complexion and skin texture, and a less rosy complexion.☺️
性爱是女性美的催化剂
良好的性生活所带来的欢愉和满足可以促进血液循环,加快呼吸的节奏,使体温升高,有利于改善女性皮肤的外观,排除体内的毒素,让充分享受性爱快乐的女士们皮肤更加润滑细腻,指甲发亮有弹性,头发浓黑富有光泽,体态也特别轻盈。 缺乏性爱的女人缺少雌性激素的作用,脸色和肤质也相对显得暗哑,气色也没有那么红润。☺️
Rudely insulted by a single man in the Middle East: Part 2 (13:01mins) He went to take a shower himself, leaving me in bed. Sam noticed my bad mood and tried to comfort me through actions.
After his shower, he put on clothes, and when Sam asked if he wanted to go for a second round, he said he preferred just watching. It turned into a strange situation of a single man watching a live show.
I couldn't understand it at all, so I had Sam ask if he wanted to be escorted out. He immediately stood up to leave. I asked him for a hug, hoping for a friendly farewell. He gave a brief hug and left without looking back. I was truly speechless! Encountering such a single man for the first time felt like being used and then abandoned. My mood plummeted, and I couldn't continue with Sam.
It doesn't end there; the next day, Sam discovered that this single man had actually secretly recorded me and Sam. It's utterly shameless! I won't casually involve single men again!
Rudely insulted by a Middle East single man: Part 1 (21:13mins)
This evening wasn't pleasant. Sam asked me to approach a single guy, but being introverted, I couldn't bring myself to do it. Sam felt I wasn't cooperating, and we had a falling out, leaving me in a bad mood.
Sam has been actively trying to find someone to hang out with on online dating sites. It's not as easy as it is in our usual spots, where others approach us. Sam interacts with many people, but some end up being no-shows. Eventually, he found a single guy, Joe, initially planning to me.et for a drink. Surprisingly, Joe suggested me.eting directly in a hotel room for their first encounter – a first-time room booking! Typically, we start with dinner or drinks to assess compatibility.
The initial conversation was quite awkward. After polite introductions, it took a while for things to relax. During the process, he aggressively touched me, causing discomfort. I had to directly tell him to be gentle. Despite the lack of foreplay, he wanted to proceed without protection, but I stopped him just in time. Once he put on a condom, the experience felt more like using me as an outlet for his desires, without any tenderness or affection. Surprisingly, he ejaculated within five minutes, and after a brief conversation, he abruptly went to shower, leaving me feeling disappointed. 😢
To be continued in the next episode...
被中东单男无礼侮辱:第一部分(21:13分钟)
这晚不是一个愉快的夜晚。Sam要求我搭讪单男,但内向的我还是没办法贸贸然向前搭讪。Sam觉得我不配合,我也很不忿,和他闹翻,心情很糟糕。
Sam这几天都很努力在线上交友网站找人一起玩。但这真的不像在自己的地方这么容易,毕竟在自己的地方都是别人找我们。Sam跟很多人接触看看有没有适合的人选。有些人说了又放飞机。最终找到了一个单男Joe,原本约他一起喝一杯。这么知道回来他又不要,要直接在酒店房间见面,这真是第一次见面就开房!因为一向来都是先约吃饭或喝酒聊天,看合适不合适才进行下一步。
刚开始的聊天真的蛮尴尬,客气的自我介绍和聊天后,慢慢才能放松下来。过程中他不断大力抓我“奶奶”😭痛得我受不了,我直接告诉他:“要温柔!”没前戏还不要紧,他还想要无套进去… 幸亏我马上阻止他!他才去戴套。他一进来还真的好像把我当成发泄工具的拼命大力的抽插(还是享受的🤭)但就是感觉不到他对我一丝丝的温柔与爱戴… 真的没5分钟就射精了… 我还特地躺在他胸前跟他好好聊,那知道没一下他自己去洗澡… 😢
下一集继续…
Sex on the balcony was seen by the waiter (20:49 mins).
This public display of affection was truly unexpected, like meeting a tiger on a mountain!
In another room with a sea view, we lounged outside after returning from the beach. When Sam approached, I teased him, revealing my breasts. He couldn't resist and pulled me to a nearby chair for a passionate kiss! He suggested making love right there, and despite my concerns about being seen, he insisted it didn't matter. Worried about potential consequences, I hesitated, but eventually, we indulged in the pleasure.
As things heated up, I focused on the moment, giving Sam oral pleasure, and eventually, we couldn't resist going all the way. To my surprise, a couple from the restaurant kept glancing our way. Embarrassed, I told Sam they were watching us. He shrugged it off, saying it was fine; they weren't filming us. Unconcerned, we continued our escapade.
Suddenly, we heard footsteps and turned to see a restaurant waiter approaching from our house entrance. Caught in the act, Sam asked him to leave, and he awkwardly complied. We were startled but continued our mission.
Later, Sam and I discussed the incident. We recognized the waiter from the restaurant, and Sam speculated he might have seen us there before. We found it odd that a restaurant waiter would visit our room. Sam suggested the waiter might have intentionally come to watch us. Shocked at first, we eventually found it amusing and even considered involving the waiter in the future!
Afterward, we dined at the restaurant, encountering the waiter. We exchanged smiles, acknowledging the afternoon's events. Everyone knew what had happened, and the waitstaff seemed to share a unique understanding with us. We didn't mind; let them have a memorable experience! 😊
阳台做爱被服务员看见:(20:49分钟)
这次外露性爱被碰见了… 真的是”上得山多终遇虎”!
这是我们住的另一间房子,这间也是面向大海。但斜对面就是餐厅,经常都有人坐那里吃东西。今天早上去海滩回来就躺在外面吹海风,Sam过来时,我就趁机挑逗他。我特地露出我的双乳… 他很快就忍不住拉我到旁边的椅子接吻起来!他说要在这里做一轮!我说这里会有人看见的!他居然说就让他们看看吧!反正没人认识我们!我内心还是担心等一下被拍下来就麻烦了。他就说戴墨镜啦!因为自己还想在这样的环境做爱,所以就这样我们开始接吻起来了!
当我投入进这感觉时,我就不理会别人有没有看见了!我就开始帮Sam口交,之后就忍不住直接坐上去。当我面对着餐厅时才发现有对夫妻不断看过来!我真的很不好意思,我跟Sam说他们在看见我们了!Sam也看了看说没事,他们没有拿手机拍,就让他们欣赏吧!我也不想这么多,继续投入快感中!
做着做着,突然听到有脚步声… 我们一起转过头看进我们房子的路口,就看见有一位餐厅服务员走过来看到我们全身赤裸的在座子上激情着… Sam马上叫对方离开,他也很不好意思地离开了。当时我们都被吓了一跳!但我们还是继续在这里完成我们的任务🤭
之后我跟Sam一起聊起刚刚被碰见的那位服务员,我跟Sam说这服务员之前在餐厅服务过我们。没想到居然让他看光光了!我们也觉得奇怪他是餐厅服务员为什么会来我们的房子呢?Sam说可能他在餐厅就已经看见我们在做爱了,他特地走过来看的吧!Sam还说真的当下被吓到,现在想回应该让他继续看我们!我也有一点傻眼🙄但想想这样的感觉也蛮刺激哦!下次真的可以让服务员参与我们哦!🤭
这过后我们还特地去餐厅吃晚餐,当我们遇到那服务员时,我们都对他笑了笑,他也对我们笑了!大家心目中都知道下午发生了什么事,我们也相信服务员们都知道发生了什么。因为他们都对我们有不一样的笑容,我们也无所谓!就让他们有个好回忆!☺️
Angel's Inner Thoughts:
Posting this photo, it feels like something is missing...
Yesterday, I watched adult content with Sam, and there was a scene involving two men and one woman. In the scene, one man was kissing and caressing the woman in front of her, while the other man entered her from behind, moving gently. I told Sam that I also wish to be treated tenderly by two men. I really hope to have such an experience!
We wonder if there's another man who would cherish me in a similar way. One of them is that handsome Australian guy. Truly hoping for more men to treat me like this! ☺️
Angel心里话:
发这照片时感觉少了一点什么…
昨天跟Sam一起看AV,看到一个2男1女的场景。这场景是一个男的在女的前面抱着她接吻与抚摸;另一个男的在后面慢慢进入她身体,很温柔的进出着。我跟Sam说我也好希望这样被两个男人温柔对待。好希望有这体验!
我们想还有哪一位男人会这样爱戴着我?其中一位就是那澳洲帅哥。真的希望还有其他男人会这样对待我!☺️
Beach Liberation of Sex Part 2 (7:28 mins) From adventure to fulfilling our dream, the whole process was exhilarating! So, on the way back, celebrated a bit on the scooter 🎉🤭
In the magnificent beauty created by nature, capturing beautiful photos is a must. However, behind those stunning shots requires intelligence and perseverance. It also involves using both hands and feet to climb to sunny spots, showcasing the best possible side.
No one is 100% perfect, so I’ll let you see the clumsy me behind the scenes 🤭.
Beach Liberation of Sex Part 1 (23:51 mins) Yeah, finally achieved something Sam and I always wanted to do but hesitated – making love by the sea in nature. Despite worries about unexpected visitors, as I rode on Sam amidst the dense coastal jungle, the nervousness disappeared, replaced by pure enjoyment of the moment!
Let me tell you, finding this nudist beach wasn't easy. Thinking following Google Maps was foolproof, little did we know the latter part was a super rugged mountain road, impossible for our electric scooter.
Giving up seemed a waste, so we studied the map on the roadside for alternate routes. Sam suggested trying the beach ahead and walking back. Thus, we entered exploration mode, reaching a resort's beach. As we walked back, seeing rocks at the end, we wondered how to get through them to reach the other side. That's when we realized nude beaches need to be well-hidden, or anyone could come and go.
Now, how to cross those huge rocks? Waves kept crashing, and the rocks must be slippery – not an easy climb!
We headed towards the trees next to the rocks, and voila, a solution! Like that, we both scanned around and finally found the path leading to the nude beach!
Island Exposed: (4:05 minutes) This has been my lifelong dream, to merge with nature! I've achieved it! Thanks to Sam for creating this beautiful moment for me!
I fully immersed myself, paying no attention to whether anyone was watching! 🧜🏻
When Angel encounters a full moon 🌕 party, do you feel like I'm being extra sassy 🤭? Ever since that day of tantric massage 💆♀️, I feel more confident in myself! I can live in the moment, enjoy my sexy self, and relish the admiration of others! It's like the feeling when a full moon 🌕 me.ets an outdoor party!
当Angel遇见满月🌕派对,有没有感觉我特别骚了🤭 自从那天的密宗按摩💆♀️后,感觉对自己更有自信了!更能好好的活在当下,享受性感的自己,享受别人欣赏的目光!就如满月🌕遇见露天派对的感觉!
Tantric massage: 24th Nov’23
Today has been the most surreal day of my life. From slowly opening up and reaching a climax, to feeling incredibly vulnerable, releasing tears without reservation, and finally experiencing a satisfying healing. This article might be a bit long, but if you're reading it, you might resonate with similar experiences or feelings.
I come from a conservative, male-favored family, where I felt neglected and grew up in a home lacking love and with conservative views on sexuality. Sexual activities were considered indecent and dirty. As I grew older, I yearned for intimate relationships and love, leading to a few unhealthy relationships. Until I met Sam, whom I believed I could trust for a lifetime. However, our relationship hit a rough patch due to sexual incompatibility. I realized that unless I addressed my internal obstacles to sexual love, I would remain stuck in self-pity, offering me no help.
I made the decision to explore life and sexual intimacy with Sam. It wasn't easy, as it touched uncomfortable places within me. Yet, it was precisely these uncomfortable areas that helped me identify the root causes of my obstacles.
We arrived at a simple and beautiful island for a 5-day Tantra course. Before signing up, we were drawn to the course outline—7 different types of orgasms! What a concept! In the initial days, we delved into Tantra theory, exploring why basic human sexual needs are not widely accepted by various religions and how sexual energy is a sacred force for humans on Earth. Learning that one of the female instructors offered Tantric Massage, we arranged a session due to our limited time on the island. The night before the massage, we filled out questionnaires about our sexual experiences, childhood traumas, and what we hoped to gain from the Tantric session. Considering our limited time, the instructor suggested focusing on me alone, with her male partner joining for a four-hand massage, explaining that my sexual obstacles needed addressing first.
Today's session took place in our resort room. I bathed and wore a robe, feeling a bit nervous but highly anticipatory. The instructor and her partner asked us to wait outside while they conducted a Tantra ritual in the room. Through the door crack, we caught glimpses of the instructor arranging, burning incense, and reciting mantras. When Sam and I entered, the room carried a faint sandalwood scent, and my body relaxed. The instructor directed us to our seats, explained the purpose of the session, clarified what I hoped to gain, and led everyone in a meditation. After the meditation, I felt even more relaxed, fully embracing any forthcoming experiences.
I removed my robe, closed my eyes, heightened my other senses' ability to feel, and fully trusted the instructor and her partner to guide me. While reciting guiding words, the four hands roamed my body. When Sam joined in, becoming six hands massaging, the varying pressures, coordinated with the instructor's taught breathing techniques, created an overwhelming sense of comfort. With my permission, the instructor wearing finger cots, began massaging my Yoni. Gradually exploring each area, some were highly enjoyable, while some were uncomfortable—each needed verbal communication with the instructor's patient explanations.
The excitement came! The instructor continued to a part I particularly enjoyed, and a surge of water wet the towel beneath me—I reached climax! Experiencing this climax in the presence of three people, I completely let go. Moving to another area, I began resisting, no longer relaxed. The instructor asked if there were childhood memories triggering these feelings. Many images flooded my mind, and tears streamed down uncontrollably. They provided a safe space for me to cry, and I felt incredibly vulnerable. Sam, influenced by my emotions, held me and offered immense comfort. The instructor guided me to express my feelings, childhood experiences, and what triggered these feelings. I realized that the fears I thought I had overcome were still deeply buried in my Yoni.
Surprisingly and joyously, with the help of Tantra, the instructor, and Sam's loving energy, I felt these old wounds finally healed!
Throughout this process, with closed eyes, time seemed to stand still, yet my emotions were like a roller coaster, reaching multiple climaxes. The instructor concluded the session with a meditation. Grateful for all the arrangements, I felt that the timing for this course and meeting such a great instructor was destined. She seemed almost divine, yet humbly credited the session to tapping into sacred energy. Sam and I sincerely hope that you, reading this, might create an opportunity for yourself, especially if you or your partner face sexual obstacles. Don't stay stuck; have the courage to learn and overcome it. Tantra is a wonderful course, and its Tantric Massage provided me with a profoundly moving and magical experience. You can Google it for more information.
密宗按摩:24th Nov 23
今天是我人生中经验到最奇幻的一天,从慢慢的放松打开,到经验高潮,接着感觉非常脆弱,到毫无保留的释放痛哭,到满足的疗愈。这篇文章会稍微有点长,看到的这篇文章的你,可能在某方面也有类似的经验或感受而被你共时性的刷到。
我来自一个保守和重男轻女的家庭,家里女生多,唯一的男孩当然被捧在手心。从小就感觉被忽视,在缺乏爱与性保守的家庭长大。性行为被认为是不检点的,肮脏的。长大后非常渴望体验亲密关系,亲密接触,向外索取爱,所以也有过几段不美好的恋情。直到认识了Sam,认为Sam是可以托付终身的男人。然而我们的关系也因性方面的不协调而触礁,他天天要,我天天不要,一度到了分离的阶段。我心里明白,若内心对性爱的障碍不处理,我将永远停留在原地自怜自艾,这对我完全没有帮助。
我下定决心,愿意和Sam一起学习探索生命,包括学习性爱。这过程很不容易,因为一直会触碰到内心非常不舒服的地方,但是往往就是这些不舒服的地方让我辨识到障碍的原因,从源头下手处理。
这次来到了一个很朴素美丽的岛屿,与Sam一起学习为期5天Tantra课程。还没有来到之前,我们已经被课程大纲吸引到 ~7种不同的性高潮!天呐,这是什么概念?!刚开始上课的前几天,我们都需要先学习Tantra的理论,这包括为什么人性基本的性爱需求不被多方宗教接纳,性爱是人类来到这地球的神圣能量,如何利用性爱来使男女能量升华,等等。当我们得知教导Tantra的其中一位女导师有提供Tantric Massage时,我们立即与导师安排,因为我们在岛上的时间不多了。Tantric Massage的前一晚,导师需要我俩填上问卷,就是要了解我们各自的性爱现况,童年创伤,和希望通过这Tantric Session 获得什么。导师看完了问卷的答案后,加上我俩的时间有限,她建议从原本的Lingam(男性器官)3小时+ Yoni(女性器官)3小时,改为专注我一人,还建议让她的男伙伴加入给我4手按摩,导师解释说我的性爱障碍更需要先被处理。
当天的session 安排在我们的resort房间里,我先洗澡换上浴袍,内心是有点紧张但非常期待。导师和男伙伴来到后要求我们先在门外等,他们俩则在房间里进行Tantra ritual,通过门缝可以稍微瞄到导师在摆阵、烧香和朗诵Mantra,不一会儿就让我和Sam进房。一进房间就闻到一股淡淡的檀香味,身体也跟着放松下来。导师示意我和Sam坐的位置,导师和伙伴则坐在我和Sam的对面,形成四方形。导师和伙伴先大概解释今天这个session的目的,还有理清我希望得到的收获,然后带领大家静坐冥想。冥想完后我的身体和头脑更加的放松,完全感受当下和接纳任何即将要发生的状态。
我脱下浴袍,闭上眼睛,让身体的其他感官放大感受的能力,完全信任导师和伙伴带领我进入状态。导师一边念着引导词,4手一边在我身上游走,接着老师示意Sam也加入变成6手按摩,手力有时轻,有时重,配合着导师教导的呼吸,舒服感瞬间爆棚。在得到我的允许后,导师戴上指套开始按摩我的Yoni部分。导师逐步按了每一个部位让我感觉每一个部位所带来不同的感觉。有些部位我是十分享受的,而有些部位则不那么舒服,都需要开口告知导师,导师耐心的一一解释。
精彩的部分来了!导师接着按摩我非常享受的部位,潮吹的水喷湿了铺在床上的毛巾,我高潮了!在3个人的目睹下经验高潮,我是完全放开了!导师接着往另外一个部位前进,感觉到我开始对抗而不再是放松时,导师问是不是我童年有不好的回忆,很多画面立即涌现在我脑海里,眼泪失控的往下掉,哭得像baby一样。他们3人都给了我一个很安全的空间让我放声大哭,这时的我感觉无比的脆弱。Sam被我的情绪感染到也双眼通红,抱住我给我很大很大的安慰。导师引导我说出心里的感受,童年什么事情引发这些感受等等,我这才发现,我以为我已经克服了的恐惧,突破了的障碍,原来是大脑说服自己一切都过了,原来这些恐惧还深深埋藏在我的Yoni里。我非常惊讶,也非常欣庆这些被埋藏深处的旧伤疤重新被看见,借助Tantra导师和Sam爱的能量,我终于感觉这些旧伤被疗愈了!
在这整个过程中,我全程闭着眼睛,仿佛时间是静止的,但我的情绪像过山车一样,高潮迭起。接着导师也以静坐冥想结束了这次的session。非常感恩所有一切的安排,感觉冥冥中是时候到了让我上到这课程,遇到这位好导师,她仿佛就像神一般的存在,但她非常谦卑的说她只是借助神圣的能量来进行这次的session,她也很开心我完全信任她而得到这么好的效果。我和Sam真心希望看到这篇文章的你,不妨给自己创造这样的一个机会,让有性爱障碍的自己或伴侣,不要再原地踏步,请拿出勇气学习突破它。Tantra是一个很棒的课程,你可以自行上网Google。